1 00:00:11,340 --> 00:00:15,340 You get to a certain point in your life where you lose that spark. 2 00:00:18,320 --> 00:00:21,300 Things don't get worse. They become flat. 3 00:00:21,880 --> 00:00:25,340 Your days fill up with the same mundane tasks. 4 00:00:28,500 --> 00:00:30,360 Your relationships stabilize. 5 00:00:32,580 --> 00:00:34,520 Everything is nice. 6 00:00:35,000 --> 00:00:36,860 Everything is fine. 7 00:00:42,120 --> 00:00:44,480 It's the life that makes my skin crawl. 8 00:00:50,380 --> 00:00:52,600 Is this all there is? 9 00:01:27,370 --> 00:01:29,110 I thought you said you were going to drive me to work today. 10 00:01:29,350 --> 00:01:32,470 Ruth, my stepdaughter, moved in with us a few months ago. 11 00:01:34,630 --> 00:01:36,730 She is vibrant and alive. 12 00:01:39,070 --> 00:01:43,490 Her presence made me realize how much I was sleepwalking through life. 13 00:02:08,620 --> 00:02:09,620 You're already gone. 14 00:02:09,860 --> 00:02:11,600 Just gave Ruth a ride to work. 15 00:02:12,280 --> 00:02:14,440 Oh, yeah, I had some errands to run early. 16 00:02:15,940 --> 00:02:20,060 Ever since Ruth moved in, you've been different. 17 00:02:21,740 --> 00:02:22,740 Different how? 18 00:02:24,720 --> 00:02:27,360 I'm not sure. Just different. 19 00:02:30,040 --> 00:02:31,820 Are you mad I asked her to move in? 20 00:02:32,680 --> 00:02:36,120 No. No, not at all. I'm getting used to it. 21 00:02:37,390 --> 00:02:38,390 Are you sure? 22 00:02:38,430 --> 00:02:40,410 I was really hoping you two would get along. 23 00:02:40,770 --> 00:02:41,770 Get along? 24 00:02:41,870 --> 00:02:43,570 Oh, yeah, we get along fine, honey. 25 00:02:47,330 --> 00:02:54,310 I know she's almost an adult, and maybe it's this silly, idyllic dream I 26 00:02:54,310 --> 00:02:56,870 had, but I hope you see her as a daughter. 27 00:02:58,590 --> 00:03:04,630 I mean, I don't know about daughter, but she does have, like, a really special 28 00:03:04,630 --> 00:03:05,670 glow about her. 29 00:03:06,890 --> 00:03:08,410 Like a star shining down on her. 30 00:03:09,110 --> 00:03:10,990 She reminds me of you when we first met. 31 00:03:13,150 --> 00:03:14,150 Really? 32 00:03:14,370 --> 00:03:18,690 Yeah. I don't see it. What? You gotta be blind not to see that. 33 00:03:24,670 --> 00:03:27,890 You know, do you ever stop to think? 34 00:03:31,850 --> 00:03:33,730 She just has so much potential. 35 00:03:34,050 --> 00:03:35,550 So many things to experience. 36 00:03:36,430 --> 00:03:37,430 As do we. 37 00:03:37,870 --> 00:03:39,730 We have a full life to live, too. 38 00:03:47,650 --> 00:03:49,350 You ever stop to think? 39 00:03:51,530 --> 00:03:53,090 Is this all there is? 40 00:03:53,830 --> 00:03:54,830 What? 41 00:03:55,190 --> 00:03:56,190 Honey, what do you mean? 42 00:03:59,470 --> 00:04:02,090 I'm sorry. I've just been thinking too much lately. 43 00:04:09,100 --> 00:04:10,360 I recognize this look. 44 00:04:12,220 --> 00:04:13,220 You need something. 45 00:04:14,840 --> 00:04:16,000 What can I do, baby? 46 00:04:17,700 --> 00:04:18,700 You know what? 47 00:04:18,860 --> 00:04:21,440 We should go on a vacation. Just get away somewhere. 48 00:04:23,540 --> 00:04:28,820 Or we could do something a little more wild and fun. 49 00:04:30,440 --> 00:04:33,060 Do you remember that strip club we went to that one time? 50 00:04:33,440 --> 00:04:36,680 That little sexy redhead was giving you a lap dance? 51 00:04:39,160 --> 00:04:42,060 See, you just need a little excitement in your life, babe. 52 00:04:43,600 --> 00:04:45,820 Maybe. I need something. 53 00:04:47,180 --> 00:04:52,080 You know, with Ruth out of the house, maybe I could be your private dancer. 54 00:05:39,970 --> 00:05:41,250 Hey hottie. 55 00:05:43,250 --> 00:05:45,610 I haven't seen you in this club before. 56 00:05:46,770 --> 00:05:48,390 Oh I've seen you. 57 00:05:51,210 --> 00:05:58,050 Who could forget that dancing body and that beautiful face? 58 00:06:08,730 --> 00:06:10,450 Tell me what I see. 59 00:06:12,070 --> 00:06:14,730 Oh, I want to do more than see them. 60 00:06:15,210 --> 00:06:18,030 Uh -uh -uh. No touching, honey. 61 00:06:18,830 --> 00:06:19,830 you're gonna get me in trouble 62 00:06:53,619 --> 00:06:57,460 My hair is so fucking beautiful. 63 00:07:26,990 --> 00:07:28,910 Baby, you look so sad. 64 00:07:29,290 --> 00:07:30,970 Is there anything more I can do? 65 00:07:35,170 --> 00:07:36,170 Everything's fine. 66 00:07:37,070 --> 00:07:38,230 You're perfect. 67 00:07:40,670 --> 00:07:42,570 I want you to be happy, babe. 68 00:07:46,070 --> 00:07:47,510 It's hard to explain. 69 00:07:49,410 --> 00:07:51,070 I just feel like... 70 00:07:52,810 --> 00:07:53,810 Something's missing. 71 00:07:55,210 --> 00:07:58,030 Missing? New experiences. 72 00:08:00,010 --> 00:08:03,130 Risks. A sense of adventure. 73 00:08:05,490 --> 00:08:09,930 When I look at Ruth, I see endless possibilities. 74 00:08:11,050 --> 00:08:12,050 Ruth? 75 00:08:16,170 --> 00:08:18,410 Maybe Ruth is here for a reason. 76 00:08:21,840 --> 00:08:26,580 A bright young woman to teach us how to live in the moment. 77 00:08:28,060 --> 00:08:30,860 When you say it like that, it sounds cheap. 78 00:08:31,880 --> 00:08:32,880 Cheesy movie. 79 00:08:35,100 --> 00:08:40,280 I guess what I meant was she is someone new to discover. 80 00:08:41,360 --> 00:08:43,940 She is our new adventure. 81 00:08:54,410 --> 00:08:55,690 So you feel the same way? 82 00:08:56,190 --> 00:08:58,990 A longing for more adventure? 83 00:09:00,750 --> 00:09:01,770 I don't know. 84 00:09:03,810 --> 00:09:06,170 I have felt a little lost lately. 85 00:09:07,230 --> 00:09:09,290 Been searching for meaning also. 86 00:09:11,430 --> 00:09:16,110 At the very least, I am craving some adventure. 87 00:09:20,350 --> 00:09:21,690 Maybe a little. 88 00:09:23,459 --> 00:09:24,459 More than a minute. 89 00:10:11,280 --> 00:10:12,280 So do you. 90 00:10:12,540 --> 00:10:14,300 Let me see some of this. 91 00:12:34,320 --> 00:12:35,320 Thank you so much. 92 00:16:52,170 --> 00:16:53,570 I can feel the tears dripping.